Date- 25/03/2011
Location- Girls hostel, SIMC
Getting selected for a role in short film (good), Not getting selected in the interview (bad) , call from someone special after a long time (good), created havoc of misunderstanding with friends (bad), smiling in the morning (good), weeping in the evening (bad), someone regained trust (good), somebody broke trust(bad) .... and the story continued.....
I was wondering that perhaps today I have become God's science lab, and here he was performing all sorts of experiments on me. One moment he made me smile, another moment I couldnt hold my tears. Nothing so special about today, though just another day, but I went through the roller coaster of emotions.
Got a call in the morning from a friend for a role's audition, with sleepy eyes I went and gave it for the role of a cunning Indian chachi... and the next moment , got a message, I got through. 'Yayy' was the word on my lips and I was dancing in my room. Winning this moment , I was sure today was one of my very few 'good' days. But the bigger thought was expecting a call from my Interviewer. Today was one of the rarest days when I got up in the wee hours of the morning(okay, a little exaggerated), got up at breakfast time and didnt sleep whole day in the wait of that call. I was so excited that I even took my mobile in the washroom and tucked in my ......(lets not discuss that).... But I never got that call while the whole day I went through myriad of emotions... But HE is smart, after indulging me in difficult and helpless situation, HE sent some angels to console me , to make me smile ... HE compensated a bad event with a good one, perhaps making me realize their importance which unknowingly I had subsided them in the backseat of my mind.
And now, at the end of the day, when I look back, I just......smile.... A lesson learnt again !
I could see the pain dripping all the way to the end no matter how much you try to conceal it in your smile...but God works in mysterious ways, first he makes you cry and then sends someone to wipe those tears...
ReplyDeletegood to read 'just you' again...keep writing